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I'm back in black

Wed Aug 12, 2009, 9:51 PM
  • Mood: Daily Needs
  • Listening to: The angel of music singing songs in my head...
  • Reading: 1984
  • Playing: Guitar Hero IV!!!
Hey peeps, I'm coming back!!! I've been gone for awhile, haven't really posted much for a long time. So yeah, if you want new deviations give me a w00t w00t!!!

Seme or Uke?

Wed Jan 21, 2009, 7:48 PM
  • Mood: Horny
  • Listening to: The angel of music singing songs in my head...
  • Reading: Good Omens
  • Playing: Guitar Hero IV!!!
SEME OR UKE?

Less than 20=Seme
More than 20=Uke

01-[x] You like to be content in everything. (duh
02-[x] When a person confesses his/her love to you and you don’t like him/her, you start feeling very tense and/or you don’t know what to say.
03-[ ] You enjoy listening to smooth and relaxing music. (METAL ALL THE WAY DAWG!)
04-[x] You are quite hyperactive. (yes)
05-[ ] If you don’t like something, you start crying and you don’t care if you start talking too loud.
06-[x] You love candies or any type of caramel. (SOUR PATCH KIDS!!!)
07-[x] You like making others blush. (it amuses me hehe)
08-[x] You sleep with a doll/ teddy bear/ pillow in your hand. (ever since I was wittle ^^)
09-[ ] You’re usually shy with the opposite sex . (PPPPPPFFFFT!!!)
10-[] You like romantic- funny anime. (eh, 'sokay)
11-[x] Between L or Light cosplay, you prefer L . (MARRY ME L!!!)
12-[ ] You have listened “an café”. (what is THAT?!)
13-[ ] You like listening to it.
14-[ ] You have 1 or 2 song on your computer of “an café”.
15-[ ] You are innocent and a little clumsy. (I lost that long ago)
16-[x] You smile at kitties. (KITTIES!)
17-[ ] You usually say –kawaii-.
18-[x] You like plushies. (hehe yosh)
19-[x] Between light blue and blue, you prefer light blue. (I don't really like blue at all XD)
20-[x] You hate Paris Hilton because she is an idiot. (duh)
21-[x] You have been lost in a shopping center/parking/cinema. (i blame the people!)
22-[ ] You have called to the mistaken number twice or more.
23-[ ] You cried with Pocahontas' ending.
24-[x] You have used a very feminine dress or shirt. (I go to church...)
25-[x] You call your pets with cute names. (Come here pretty kittie!)
26-[] You believe that yaoi/yuri is the best. (eh, 'sokay)
27-[x] You're easily to trick/convince. (someone wrote gullible on the ceiling XD)
28-[ ] Some men scare you.
29-[ ] You have seen Pucca and you like it.
30-[x] You have pink/red clothes or they are decorated with flowers.
31-[x] Sometimes you start looking at the clouds and you get lost in space.(or looking at people.... things.... air.... *zones out)
32-[ ] You’ve said “Kyao” or something like that before.
33-[ ] When a person of your same sex gets angry with you, you’re at the defensive.
34-[ ] You like j-pop.
35-[ ] You have cried for more than one movie/TV series.
36-[ ] You watched gravitation and you felt like Shuichi-you watched strawberry panic and you felt like Nagisa.
37-[x] You smile with no reason. (cause i'm like that!)
38-[x] You usually are very positive. (more than most people I know)
39-[x] When there’s a rainbow, you run out to see it. (PRETTY COLORS!!!)
40-[] You usually don’t understand what your parents say.

lol, I got 20. I can do both but I prefer being on bottom ; )

Devious Journal Entry

Fri Jan 2, 2009, 5:34 PM
  • Mood: Hopeless
  • Listening to: The angel of music singing songs in my head...
  • Reading: The Adventures of Huckleberry Finn
  • Playing: Guitar Hero III
I broke up with Dustin today... I love him so much but I just can't take the pain anymore... I don't think he even understands how much pain I've been in and what recently happened was just the final straw. Yesterday he called me at about noon and at one he said he would call me later to organize plans. I waited until 7:30 before I grew impatient and decided to call him and I finally called it a night sometime after 11 and called him a billion times between 9:30 and noon this morning and didn't hear from him until about 2. I've been absolutely livid and upset with him and he called to tell me he was at a party all night and forgot his phone at home and didn't remember that he had said he would call me. It wouldn't be so bad if he didn't remember that we wanted to get together or something, I just wish he wouldn't have left me worrying and upset and angry and had just left me a message or something telling me he would be at a party. But I've been upset over it all night and all morning and I just can't freaking take it anymore so when he called at two I broke up with him and hung up on him and I don't think he'll even try to get me back this time. I think this time we'll STAY broken up.... So here I am, trying to cope with whats going on the best I can: by screaming out on the internet and trying to cry as quietly as possible so that my family won't worry. I don't want to be without him... I love him so very much... But I just can't TAKE it anymore...... I miss him and he's shown no real effort to try to get me back. He called me once saying that it was a stupid reason to break up with him over him not calling me but I don't think he understands things at all.... I feel so empty inside and so broken up about all this... I don't know what to do...



Hey guys, sorry for any alarm I caused. We got back together again, as usual XD

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Sun Dec 14, 2008, 6:08 PM
  • Mood: Hopeless
  • Listening to: The angel of music singing songs in my head...
  • Reading: The Adventures of Huckleberry Finn
  • Playing: Guitar Hero III
It feels like I'm losing Dustin...

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